He misses you and desires relationship with you.
Hosea 2: 6-14 says
“Therefore will I block her path with thorn bushes. I will wall her in so that she cannot find her way. She will chase after her lovers but will not catch them.”
He does this to bring us to the end of ourselves and to get us to turn to Him in thirsty longing. Then He begins to draw us to Himself. He often takes us aside from every source of comfort so that He alone can have our heart’s attention.
Then He says in 2:14
“Therefore I am now going to allure her; I will lead her into the desert and speak tenderly to her.”
And it is here that we begin to experience him not as the God up in heaven, the big guy in the sky, the God of Sunday Mornings, but as the pursuer of our hearts; As our lover.
“In that day, declares the Lord, you will call me “my husband” and you will no longer call me “my master”. I will betroth you to me forever; I will betroth you in righteousness and justice, in love and compassion.” (Vs 16-19)
This love is not something we struggle for, earn or fear. It is bestowed upon us.
He has chosen us.
We are made for such a love.
Our hearts yearn to be loved intimately, personally, and romantically. We are created to be the object of His desire and affection and He is totally and completely in love with us.
It is for each and every one of us. God wants intimacy with YOU! In order to have it you must offer it to Him and surrender yourself over to Him.
Part of my story, (you can find the whole story in my book, “Climbing Out of the Box” on Amazon) is that I was forced by extremely painful circumstances into five years of desert where I met Jesus face to face. In the first couple of years of my sweltering in the desert I experienced:
Then out of my own depth of pain I sought Him.
I began talking…and he did too.
Outside of performance I was alone and free to pursue Him as my lover. I started listening to Him again. And He was faithful to show me how my own denials led me into the wilderness, and He allowed it. He allowed it to show me the difference in true relationship and performance driven religion. We took walks, drives, and had long talks together.
And when the revelation came that I did not have to do anything to make Him love me more than he did at that moment, nor did I have to DO anything but love Him, I was set free.
It is for freedom He has set us free. (Galatians 5:1)
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