Never would have even guessed
the day would come
when it seems like every picture created in my mind
from my youth
would disintegrate
every security I held onto…
gone
and His plan would take on whole new meaning
where did everyone go
is this what it feels like to grow older
disillusionment
…means there was an illusion
did I think I could keep everyone around me
at least the respect of connection
what is the plan now
came into the world feeling empty
what am I missing, Lord
what will the end be
will restoration come before death
or will restoration be there after
I know it will be so
now I will wait
for the joy to be complete
in this new life
without the old pictures of my youth…………
Every one of us grow up with pictures in our minds of how our life will be. …
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